Such a good way to "turn it around"! In the midst of toddler chaos over here I've been offering up little prayers for you. Disappointment can be crushing. Hang in there!! Have you started a novena to Dear St. Joseph? He is such a help on these things.
I came across this quote earlier today: "God has perfect timing; never early, never late. It takes a little patience and it takes a lot of faith. but it’s worth the wait." It made my day better and I thought I might as well share this beautiful quote with you. I love your positive attitude! May God bless you! :)